my mind bends i won't pretend to stay calm in the face of daily crimes against humanity, it's not insanity lazy men in chairs and suits react to problems in streets with jerking knees, not complicated i participated in another group meeting while my heart beats for my wife and kids i wonder why i can't make it better for them make them understand how much love i have, i don't want another day of wants and needs left behind to make way for some other important mother who likes houses with cars and flaunts rings from afar while maids and gardeners keep the order, listen i like my life i love my wife but that doesn't mean i can't imagine or dream with goals in the extreme, i have a lot to over come in my head, i have a lot to say but the means to an end results in flagging lazy rhymes with barely a nod to the times i used to have that made me who i am, necessarily it's another case of barely, tapping keys with dirty nails and exposed toes on the table devolution in certain terms i can't expect a turn of events in my favor and better yet i stop talking about struggles when others see worse with guns on their streets while i think about what to drink if it's milk or diet pepsi with lime i don't see a daily crime in front of my house or at the corner concentrate of bringing happiness and smile to your face if you've come this far your reward is just another day in the life.