crisis replies with astounded level eyes
don't take me in
leave me behind
shattered bruised
taken advantage
lessen your motivation
for silly
salvage the situation
with next to
nothing said
turned around
little kisses abound in this place
i rented
scotch in
glass housing projects
forget a faithful sound
i located and found
remember this started
on very shaky
ground plummet
if i can sit another day
i sift through and away
lived another passing
another rising light
shines
in my window claims
i wasn't here for you
i did not
come for you
i left and you know
i was not there
another failed day
crashing down a stair
sitting i wondered why
in cars pink and yellow
probably deserved whatever it was
i can't look out across this room
without seeing you
and a life filled
despite otherwise.