monday, march 31, 2003

>l've been scared in the past to tell people how I feel about them;
>there's a fear of rejection, fear of being taken the wrong way, fear
>of making yourself vulnerable... and all you have to say is, "your
>cool man, i like you." The thing is, people are afraid to say those
>things, but they shouldn't be, because it makes you feel great.....
>one of the best feelings in the world is making other people feel
>good.
>
>That moment when you've pushed fear aside, and trepidation is gone,
>when you have total confidence, is just amazing.... so why is it so
>damn hard to do? for me its my parents and family, it is so hard
>for me to tell them how much I love them, how proud I am of them,
>how amazing they are... and I don't know why. . . .
>
>the thing is, you think you have total control over your emotions
>and happiness, but then occasionally something happens, just for a
>moment, that you can't control, and it bugs the shit out of you...